Headache and tears,
still I wonder why.
Lightning up all my fears,
under stormy skies.
Burning the bridges,
not getting me far away.
Words are never enough,
Waking up in the middle of the night
Waving a white flag at your demons,
Your mind spins and you feel done.
Bring yourself closer to death,
Pain shooting with every breath,
Thoughts running wild and free in your head.
Bury your pain inside until you’re dead.
Your eyes never shine as bright,
breaking promises ain’t you?
Clearly you’ve been broken by the night.
Don’t dare to say no, just breath.
You knew that you wouldn’t last.
Life fleeing from your grasp.
What am I supposed to say?
You get near and my mind stray,
don’t know anymore how to behave.
I swear to tell the whole truth,
the same as I expect from you,
as now there’s nothing else I can do.
Just don’t run away,
cause I think I’m here to stay.
And I fell through the darkness,
my mind came crashing down on me.
Scars showing my inside emptiness,
is this the way I’m supposed to be?
Breaking day by day slowly,
got tired of my own head.
Burning up from the inside lightly,
sometimes I wish I was dead.
I’m back at the dark side of my mind,
hovering over the ghosts I once knew.
Razorblades and mirrors won’t make me kind,
but you never cared, did you?
Feelings bottled up, high to the brim,
thought it would never happen again.
But it seems the devil loves to sin,
and I’m the one who’s never going to win.
And then it hit me,
hard as a brick, fast as lightning.
You really don’t want me,
so I don’t need to be fighting.
There’s no way you’ll keep me forever,
you never wanted me that way at all.
Don’t even know why I give it a thought,
maybe I’m staring straight through the fall.
There’s no infatuation,
still I’m scared of breaking.
It’s only in my mind all this situation,
I should just stay on start on faking,
then maybe you would fall for me.
Sunday morning between covers,
touching you with the tip of my fingers.
Pretending we’ll never be apart,
wishing you won’t be breaking my heart.
Dawn is crawling upon your skin,
I’m in your bed beside you.
Flicker of light trekking up your spine,
and I’m wondering what I should do.
I’m not sure if I want you to ask me to stay,
’cause my first impulse is to run away.
Your eyes telling me more than your words,
and I want to know all the ways so this won’t hurt.
Dawn crawling up your skin,
flicker of light trekking up your spine…
Coffee in hand,
Still we smile,
brushing chips off our shoulders,
we know it will only get better.
Coffe in hand,
all we need.