I promised myself that I won’t think about you,
perhaps never again, but what would you do?
If you knew, if I did the same to you,
that the pieces you handed me
were never meant to fit within me.
What would you do if you knew
how it all started and how it has ended?
Words are adding up,
All your sentences
Bringing me closer,
to grasping you.
Clearly, you played me,
and ran at first chance.
Boy, don’t worry,
I won’t try to get even,
there’s no use.
I never stoop that low,
not as you.
You left as easily as you came by,
Left me wondering where I went wrong,
which now seems funny.
It wasn’t me who spoke out of tune,
did not wish you away at first change.
You managed everything all by yourself,
while you let go of me,
placed me back as a toy on the shelf.
I laid myself down on the line
Knew I could not keep you out of mind.
here I am,
thinking about all you said.
I have learned that in time,
you will get what you deserve.
That your words hurt more than I thought they would,
that I was too blind,
that it seem to be easy to forget me.
I thought I was brave
That I knew how it worked
That I was no stranger to love.
But you picked a part my soul
into tiny little pieces.
Every tiny part said something about me
I could love or hate it
But it is still me.
And you have seen the real me
Now I wonder what becomes of us.
They say time heals.
Time is the one who put you in my life,
so time can gently go away.
Time can leave me.
Time, I don’t need it.
is all I
I’m not up for another distraction,
still I always fall back on my knees.
Never knew this feeling before,
wondering if it will ever end.
you’re the only one I dream about.
Should not be falling every time
for the way you make me sin,
as you smile and say “please”.
I could settle down,
mend my own heart.
Still I hope you come around,
no need for us to be apart.
Told you time and time again,
I have learned to smile through the pain.
Still it might not make me wiser,
to lose myself when you smile.
Baby, baby, you keep pulling me down.
And I know I could settle,
with or without you,
I could do just fine.
falling from your tongue.
Everyone of them
I believe and listen to.
Time is gone,
wasn’t sure of you,
still you stood there.
Waiting for the storm
to pass, to calm down.
For me to be safe,
so you could build up the thunder,
fill me up with rage.
You only know those sweet words,
clinging on to your own storm.
Such a rush
when you smile, boy.
Finders keepers they say,
but you take your time.
Still I’ve shown again and again,
that you seem worth it all,
the pain , the crawling and the fall.
still all I found was a broken heart.